cheeseburger boy
falling in love, it’s a once in a lifetime kind of gift.
i swore for once i could feel it in its purest shape.
rewind your favorite tapes,
I waited for the clues, i died for the proofs.
i found your heart on the side road,
you abandoned our house, made it chaos.
i could fly until you could see me,
i would climb the highest nearest tree.
all my life i still believe,
i begged on my knees for the fate of me.
all this time i still see,
and the waiting for you was always such agony.
i said "i don’t want anything else i just want your heart"
then i don’t receive that and it gets real hard.
people put their heart for me, but i threw it out.
i saw that i’m such a complex to love, that’s what i thought.
the trains near my house aren’t that loud,
the sky was so pure with the whitest clouds.
we sat on a creaking wooden bench,
nothing was louder than the sound of your jaw clenched.
my heart was always so soluble,
i instantly melt the second you put me first.
i realized my prayers have been answered,
you were the greatest music i ever heard.
you have this thing of smiling and raising your eyebrows.
you loved football i captured you and i was so proud.
you were always the center, the talk of the town.
i called you and you picked up, and my heart beats loud.
you were a boy with charm and you know that too.
everybody fell in love with you, a second or two.
i gave up and i finished my 3 year quest,
then you told me you liked me too but i already left.
i screamed "why did you never say anything?"
we could be the greatest love this school has ever seen.
i swore i wished i could turn back the time,
if you came here i’ll run to you as if you were always mine.
maybe you forgot about me, but i never did.
cause for a moment you were the reason i outlived.
the building and everything that sucked,
i was merely turning on my self destruct.
but you came with your curly hair,
it’s like i breathed fresh air,
the water was running to you but i was faster.
i was obsessed to say the least but you were with her.
my friend saw her gave you a heart origami paper,
i realized it was always one sided that i was just your sister.
then i ran and i jumped the fence, cried a little bit harder.
i laughed now when i recall giving you a cheeseburger.
so how was school?
i never return but i miss you.
i heard that you and her didn’t make it.
well my stories also are all apocalyptic.
now i realized we were never meant to.
i was just a fling and so were you.
our song was always out of tune,
just a glimpse of epiphany in solitude.
NNTI MPLS DACI SAMA AKU PLS !!!!!!!
but seriously, writing this was the most unserious thing i’ve ever done lately. SKAKSKSKKSAKKA si anak awani mah beda bos well. dulu dipanggilnya aa, ke daci sini ya a jangan jedog di asbp pls. trus jgn beli lg cheeseburger, boikot mekdi ya a.
